La vita' e' bella...

Life isn't about finding yourself, it's about creating who you want to be. Find joy in the journey. Love everyone, judge no one. There's not enough time to assume and accuse. Be the absolute best version of you, you can be. Never settle, always strive to succeed. Everyday is a gift. Music is a tool to be used for good. Hold on to the friends who make you feel like a better person. Find beauty and goodness and a reason to be grateful in everything you see. Remember who you are. Dare to be different, and stand for something or you'll fall for anything. Trials make us stronger, and storms don't last forever. :)

Boom.


Totally got caught in a heavy duty storm while I was running this evening. I could have gotten super frustrated or scared. But I just laughed. Because sometimes, you just have to laugh at unexpected occurrences. Even if you end up soaked. C'est la vive.

Already and Only

So this guy...


...is pretty dang special. And he means a lot to me. This is Nicholas. And he's awesome. And he's been mine for 3 months as of today. Time has flown and somehow feels like forever. Now, I know this is cheesy and corny but lets be real. I'm good at that stuff so please enjoy this mushy blog post. You're very welcome.


 So for those who still haven't gotten the full scoop, scoop away. Especially my Utah people. Alrighty.

We met at Macado's Monday Night Wing Night. Well, actually we met on campus at Jonzzey's but according to him, I said hi and then totally blew him off. I don't remember that...but I do remember Wing Night. I'd finally finished Pride and Prejudice so I could finally have a social life again. My friend Branden had invited me along with about half the student body so I figured there was going to be a ton of people. I was right. We were split up into 3 tables and Nicholas ended up sitting across from me. We kinda hit it off. I remember laughing a lot and feeling self conscious about the wings drowning in bbq sauce that seemed to prefer everywhere but my mouth.
I'd see him around campus every so often during fall semester. It was "hey" and other small talk. During finals week he mentioned that he'd signed up for Italian with my dad the following semester. I jokingly said, "Well, if you ever need a tutor..." He nervous-laughed and said, "yeah I probably will need your number next semester." I couldn't figure out whether he meant he'd need my number for next semester or that he'd be asking for it next semester. I awkwardly said something like, "Okay, well have a great Christmas!"

So awkward.

It's now January. Wing night is once again a weekly tradition. After one such night of 39 cent wings, we (Nicholas, Branden, Jacob, and myself) decide to watch the original Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Yep. So classy, and hilarious. The next week Nicholas got my number through Branden (sneaky) and I was asked to help him and Jacob study for an Italian quiz. I met them at the library and after seriously 10 minutes of studying, Nick stood up announcing he had basketball practice (he's really tall) and started walking away leaving me and Jacob at the table...he stopped turned around and came back asking me if I wanted to go out on Saturday. I said yes.

Our first date was pretty uneventful. We had lunch, watched a basketball game and then I had to leave for a performance in Northern VA. But when I got back we decided to watch a movie. I don't remember what the movie was. I was too busy trying to figure out if this was date #2 or just date #1 part 2. I guess it doesn't really matter either way because halfway through the movie he said, "hey," and then kissed me when I looked up at him. Yep. And that was that. :)

Fast forward a few weeks. More hanging out happened. Maybe more kissing. But nothing official yet. Not until Valentine's Day. For my birthday he'd given me a king size butterfingers and a coupon good for dinner and Star Wars 3d any night upon my choosing. So naturally I chose Valentine's Day. It was just a good date. We had a delicious dinner made by a friend's parents who were in town visiting so that was convenient for all parties. We went to see Star Wars Episode I 3D. The glasses were the best part. They had Darth Maul on them. Plus they were super helpful in hiding my tears when Quigon dies. That part gets me every single time. Afterward we headed back to his house to play games with some other couple friends of ours. Before we got out of the car he asked me to be his girlfriend. He was nervous. It was cute. I said yes again. Boom.


It's been a wonderful 3 months. "It's already been 3 months?" "It's only been 3 months?" Whatever it's been, it's been fun. I love you, Nicholas. I miss you a lot. But I'm glad you're having fun in Sunny CA. Thanks for "the best 3 months" of my life. 


(the poor college student sled: trash bag "diapers")


(midnight showing of the hunger games)


(22nd birthday)


(he rarely misses a performance)


(my #1 fan)


(spring formal)


(he drove to Atlanta...just to see me)


Yep. I'm a lucky one :)

Oh...Hello!

Whelp...It's been a while...and lots has been going on. I think it's safe to assume that there is going to be a few posts to do the details of these past few months justice. But first: a photog montage!






















That's the past few months in a nutshell. You're welcome.

Holy Moly

Me oh my. That song (Home by Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros) has been stuck in my head all day...Also...I promise I'm alive, I've just been...busy. Here's a recap of what's up:

  • Nicholas: He's become a huge part of my life and my best friend. He's so funny and fun to be around, AND he's a perfect gentleman. Seriously. He's awesome. Oh and he officially asked me to spring formal via a fortune cookie. What a gem.

  • Music: The Fading Point is the group I sold my soul to this year and I love it. We are getting all geared up for our final spring concert and I couldn't be more excited. I've been lucky enough to participate in both the women's choir, Bella Voce, and in the concert chorus. I've been to all sorts of festivals and got to perform all up and down the east coast. I've also found time to arrange music for TFP as well as work on some of my own stuff. 
  • School: Takes up the bulk of my time. 17 credits is really working me right now. But I really do love school. I never dreamed I'd say that. I'm studying things that really interest me. I have great relationships with all my professors and I feel super great about what I'm doing here. I'm already signed up for classes in the summer...oh yeah...I'm staying here for most of the summer, working, and learning, and HOPEFULLY being an EFY counselor...I'm still (yeah, STILL) waiting to hear back. I've applied to be an RA and I'm also running for Junior Class President. So I'll be just as busy next year. That's the way I like it.
  • Not Work: I semi-quit my job just for the semester. I'm currently living on tax returns. Yep, I'm a true college student.
  • R&R: The weather's been beautiful and I've been making sure I'm outside as much as possible. Also...I love my sleep. I'm totally over bronchitis and after that, allergies is comparatively nothing. I'm so ready for summer and I can't wait to get my bike...yes. I'm getting a bike:) 





Life is good. So good :)

That's The Meds Talking

Why are things so much more funny when you're delirious?

"Rest, fluids...NO PARTYING!"-Dad

"Anything special you wanna do when we hang out?" "Anything involving popsicles"- Nick, Me

"I would say I've moved from this spot since you've been gone...but then I'd be bluffing"

"It's like a competition my body's having with itself...which cavity can get rid of the most mucous...and they're all winning."

"Whelp. Looks like I get to have a dance party in my room by myself, in my mind. MENTAL BREAKDOWN DANCE!"

"I'd be okay with being the human hamster"

"Oh...you look...um you're sick aren't you?" "Yes...and thank you"

"Can't breathe! Must find. KLEENEX!"

That's What It's All About


And I'm not talking the Hokey Pokey. Man. What a whirlwind week it's been. Friday was Day 1 of Fading Point's Spring Break tour. It was seriously all a blur from there. We would stop, sing, load up, eat, sleep, repeat. There were so many moments I don't think I will ever be able to forget though. Like the time I had a food baby...oh wait that was the whole trip. For real though, how about the time we danced in the ATL Aquarium? How Nick (the boyfriend) drove down just to see me? All the food we ate? Dancing in SC with the youth? Sharing my testimony and getting thanked for it? Going to the temple? Hard Rock Cafe? Singing for Mairon at the children's hospital and having him sing his original song for us? The soup kitchen? Our awesome and numerous host families? The time our mics went out? Happy Birthday Oreos? The Friendship Center for the Mentally Handicapped? YSA FHE's? Dancing Missionaries? Green Smoothies? Van naps? Shopping? Talking about Dating and its awkwardness? Yep. This was a tour to remember. :)

Leap Day

It's the day that only comes once every four years. For the most part it was a day like any other. It rained and thundered a lot...but otherwise to the outside eye it was a fairly normal day at SVU. Classes were held, rehearsals, eating, and walking up hell-hill happened. But I think if we zoom in and focus on the little details, we notice extraordinary things. For instance:

  • Singing. I know I just talked about the A Capella group I'm a part of, but honestly I can't think of many things I love more than music. It's something I want to be able to do till the day I die. When I was kind of off the deep end for a few years, music was the only thing that really connected with me and my dull sense of spirituality. It's given me hope, comfort, and most important, joy. I love being able to share it with others as well. I've loved discovering this part of me.
  • Laughter. Nothing better. I love the everyday inside jokes, the random funnies, and even the awkward and borderline embarrassing instances in my life. I used to be really shy, and easily embarrassed by even the littlest quirk of mine. Now I fully embrace it. Seriously. I love laughing. Life, especially mine, is way too wonderful to be taken too seriously. Plus, our school's improv group had a show tonight and I definitely got my ab workout in...
  • Ice Cream. Yep. I said it. Nick and I ran to Walmart to satisfy our need for sugar. Ben & Jerry's. Oh. Freak yeah. Just that little thing seriously made my day. :)
  • Knowing you're in the right place at the right time. It's a wonderful feeling to know you're on course for something amazing...even if you're not sure of what it is yet...which let's be honest...I have NO clue.
But I'm happy. :) And I hope it won't just be once every four years that I remember to remember the little things that make every day so distinct and perfect.